Classification of mathematical problems as linear and nonlinear is like classification of the Universe as bananas and non-bananas.

"the trick is to keep breathing"

so, so true. i'm on this fucking emotional rollercoaster. i shouldn't be this upset, i mean, god damn. we only "dated" for two months, and that's only if you're generous.

Tuesday I wake up fine & happy, good. laughing, hanging with friends, looking forward to the future. Tuesday evening & I feel like crying. Wendesday, bad morning, beautiful day, walking to park with friends, back in room & feel like crying. need to lead meeting for MAA, finding math jokes -- can i get through the meeting? i can do this.

i can do this. what the fuck is wrong with me. thinking of UCS. no. don't want to talk to them. don't want to talk. can't form sentences.

will be okay. swear to motherfuckingod. i will be okay. i'm just workin on it now.